I'm on day 30 and am feeling a bit like that myself, especially when it comes to smoking chronic. But, I know I'd go right back to smoking 24/7. And when I put alcohol in my body it changes my decision making process, so even if I started with the intentions to only have a couple (or not drive), I may not stick to that every time. I'm not usually a hard drinker, but I feel like I have to have atleast a couple every day, and I can't predict with 100% accuracy when I'll drink to excess.