Originally Posted by
blizzard77 
My anger is so intense, I've never felt anger like this in my 37 yrs.
Awww (((Blizzard))) I can totally related to this type of anger. It seems that I rotate between intense anger, sadness and being numb ... I'm sorry you are hurting but I'm glad you saw the truth about him using again before he did even more damage.
As an aside ... all of the things that your ex told you (I'm going to prove I've changed etc) are things I've been hoping and wishing and dreaming of hearing from my ex ... and reading what you've just gone thru made me (at least for this very moment) happy that he isn't calling because I'd be in the same boat as you.