itz okay. it is hard to have good self esteem when you grow up in a household that does not nurture you and help you grow into a strong healthy individual. then to have that alcoholic husband is no help. i try not to hurt from it but sometimes these terrible members of the dayz i was neglected and the dayz people from my extended family hurt me and i am not very happy when i think of those dayz. my self esteem has come a really long way, however, my journey is just beginning. but i promise as long as your strong and you seek support, you will make it. *big squeeze* :throb
~Def