Marle, I am so sorry you have to through this again.
However, YOUR RECOVERY is shining through.
Many was the time, before the door was finally closed on me, that I would go over to Mom and Dad's to talk to mom about 'solutions' to my 'financial problems' of the moment and leave with a check.
Thank God, she, like you got recovery, or I am sure I would be dead now for many years.
Prayers and good thoughts headed out for you and your family.
Love and hugs,