Cat if you decide to leave I wish you well, but staying has the potential to help many people. Your voice is important for those who feel as you do. Many more people read these threads than post....a simple message of "You are not alone in your questions" might be enough to help.
While I would never want someone to leave a program that is helping them I do want to be the hand that reaches out when one peeks in and decides aa is not the way. While I have serious conflicts with the 12 steps I do believe it is important to always be there for another person suffering from addiction with my ES&H albeit different.
Our numbers are only small if we leave...not always an easy decision...again I wish you well.
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