just got back from my second aa meeting and i thought i do a quick post before i go to bed. Reading these forums has led to me being able to look at the aa meetings in a different way, i now realise that the problem last time i went wasnt the meetings it was me. I was so judgemental and defensive that I didnt let any one get close to me.Tonights meeting was about acceptance which Im sure everyone can relate to. I dont think ill ever come to believe but im willing to give and take support wherever its offered. I hope these positive feelings last but I know they wont so instead I hope I have the strength and support to deal with whatever turns up. x