Originally Posted by
Itsmytime 
As I re-read my post of Nov 3, I am filled with shame as I didn't even make it a week. Didn't drink alot, even went out with friends and was the DD. However I did drink Friday and Sunday.
Maybe I shouldn't even be on this message board as I don't know if I will or want to quit forever, but rather try 30 days and see where that takes me.
Thank you everyone for you support, struggling with the long term committment right now.
IMT
Glad you came back, but I hope you choose to stay. You say you shouldn't be here because you don't know if you want to quit forever and I can honestly understand that. I think if you look at my beginning posts I stated about the forever part. I still think of it, but not as often. The word forever startles me. I finally understand why the concept of "Day by Day" works.
Try the 30 days or whatever works for you. Live in the present. Don't be too hard on yourself, but hard enough that its productive if you know what I mean.
