Slipped up :(
As I re-read my post of Nov 3, I am filled with shame as I didn't even make it a week. Didn't drink alot, even went out with friends and was the DD. However I did drink Friday and Sunday.
Maybe I shouldn't even be on this message board as I don't know if I will or want to quit forever, but rather try 30 days and see where that takes me.
Thank you everyone for you support, struggling with the long term committment right now.
IMT