Beachangel - I have to agree with RZ, in that it is part of recovery. The old voice will always try to seduce you back to the life you gave up for good reason. It will get weaker and have less airtime eventually though.
I was just talking with a friend on SR yesterday about how we do miss some of the aspects of our drinking, but know we could never attain the parts we miss the most. We were out of control when we ended it and out of control is the Act in the play that we would return to.
Good luck and thank you for your honesty. You are doing everything right here BA. Don't hold back with your new AA friends. They would think its probably odd if you didn't have these thoughts. Remember they traveled or are traveling on the same road as you. Let them take your hand and we will take your other hand.