Update
Thank you for your kind and supportive words.
I drove to his house to check on him. His car was there. I knocked on the front and back door. Like an idiot, I threw rocks up at this bedroom window. I peeked in the windows and didn't see any bottles....that's what I was concerned I would see. After 20 minutes, I left. Then sent a text saying, "call or text so I know you're alive".
He just sent a text saying he was feeling better.
We've talked about marriage and I'm now having second thoughts. This is the second time he's done this...
I don't know what to say to him.
likenoother