Not all parents are good ones i know that ... ive been through it and have years of meantal scaring that still needs to heal. Everlong from the land of chicken (lol i luv it) maybe u should seek some counselling, it may help u learn of ways to deal with this and understand ur dads putting himself and u through all this.
Bob Dyland .... lol - its really not cool huh.
oh n yes im going to counselling for myself regarding drug n family issues n i find that it really helps.
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