CONGRATULATIONS ananda!! Over a year... *sigh* You help me dare to dream
My check-in: I think being in AA is helping my relationship with my fiance. I am learning to be open about what I'm thinking and feeling, because shoving thoughts/feelings down makes me want to throw some alcohol on top to keep them down. Me and SO are learning how to talk to each other.
My new job orientation starts on Nov 10th. Financially it's going to be a stretch til then, but I'll solder my wallet shut and make it somehow. I have a meeting with a dean on Monday to discuss coming back to school in the spring. I don't know what to expect but I know there's no way to control it... I'll need to be in control of how I handle it, that's all I can do.
I'm going to spend the afternoon in a bookstore and drink hot chocolate and enjoy my last full day with SO... he leaves tomorrow.