This is my 8th day without a drink and by far it's been my hardest. I am a binge drinker and hit it hard and heavy every weekend ... to blackout, unination, etc. etc. I am trying to do my 90 mtgs in 90 days and I've made a meeting 4 days/meetings in a row. It's hard, it's not hard, I am hopeful, I am miserable, I am not taking that first drink today. I am not taking that first drink today.