I'm sorry I don't know what to say...
To this day I still have dreams that I'm failing in school...that I'm missing classes again...that I'm not going to graduate...Everything worked out, but it still "haunts" me, (although I try not to put much stock in sleeping dreams).
School was so important to me then...
DG is right...school doesn't go away...it took me 7 years to get my Bachelor's...I thought I was a complete failure but I finished...
There is hope. You are a smart person. Whatever happens, you have the intelligence to figure out what you can and want to do next.