SS....when I got sober I was so upset cause i wasn't "near as good at my job". But you know, My 25% effort was better than most peoples 100% (yes i am arragant!!! and i cant spell either :ghug2)
My standards were a little high and my expectations. I thought i was failing at work when actually they were quite content with my progress.....double check with a trusted mentor in academics to see if your persception makes sense and what they advise!
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