(((DW)))
They say this disease is cunning and baffling. Part of that, I think, is the way we loved ones stick around hoping and praying, while our own sanity slips away.
Not to be harsh, but what if the reasons were different? What if he was abusive toward your kids? What if you had caught him with another woman instead of drugs? Would you leave?
And if so, what would the "plan" be? Same plan for different reasons. YOU are important too.