Welcome Westie! You're in the right place for talking and being talked to. There is a lot of support here, so keep posting. Look at the two weeks and under thread and all the new posts that are cries for help, and see how many are struggling not to take that first drink because their lives are totally out of control simply because of a substance they once enjoyed. You are not alone...grab ahold of our hands and come on board...You can do it Westie...one minute at a time. :bounce