Originally Posted by
KMMK 
ps...oddly enough as this sounds...and strange and bizarre as it sounds..
i know that he did love me ..alot...but the disease had more power than the love.
I dont think that because an A behaves selfishly, and as the disease would typically dictate , does it devalue that they did have feelings for us..that were genuine and true.
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Thank You. My husband is convinced that the years I was using, my love for him was not "real". Yes it was, I just had a hard time showing it because I felt so guilty.