Ananda, Your contributions to this thread are beautiful, thoughtful, thank you for considering. Ah, what is so unfortunate is in so many ways I love my life, spending great amounts of time outdoors, in places I so love! It's just some specifics I cannot seem to figure out that trip me up so.
You take good care of yourself. I look forward to getting to know others here as well. Tyler...Doorknob...Zencat...Windysan...Bam...Dee74 ...et al. Fascinating, connecting thread here...thank you.