Rozied...thinking of you and sending some hugs and prayers for you and your son. I know it is tough...I found one of the hardest parts of letting go and letting God was letting go of worry. But as others have said, it serves no useful purpose and many negative ones. Worry just makes you unwell physically or emotionally...it cures nothing. That makes perfectly logical sense to me, but it is still so hard to let it go when things get hairy. Like you, my belief in an HP who is loving and guides my child is the most comforting thought. Hugs