So sunday my abf dropped a bomb on me that he had relapsed on thursday, used fri and sat and was sick on sunday and needed me to give him $40 so he could get suboxone so he wouldn't be sick and then promised to go to detox. It would have been 60 days clean time for him sunday. He relapsed thursday, got fired friday and dropped this bomb on me sunday. I flipped out. He did make a point to tell me before he started to turn into the monster and asked for help. I can't do this anymore. I tired and I kicked him out this morning and he said he was going to kill himself and it would be my fault because he had no where to go. He begged for me to let him stay until he gets into a detox. I don't know if he's lying or not but I can't just drop him off at the train and then worry if he's dead. What a mess. I really thought after the last time in detox he would make it this time.
