Dear Rozied,
Nothing is more painful than a mothers detachment from their child no matter what age they are. my son is also in jail ( thank god ) I have been through hell and back again many times and through all the pain I still love him and think of him 24 hours a day. thats what we do. A mothers love is by far truly UNCONDITIONAL. its what we do, thats why god made us mothers. Hang in there and keep saying the Serenity prayer It helps me Love elaine