Okay-you're just making me cry even more Kathleen.Stop it! LOL
Sorry-I didn't mean to scare you, but I guess I scared myself too.I'm also fully aware that bottle of wine is still up there in the trash and I could go get it back.I won't.But see how my mind works?I just want to stop feeling/thinking like this and I don't know how to make it stop.Posting here has helped though.It's not so bad now.Less intense but I'm hating it still.
I won't drink.I just cannot throw this away.But there's a part of me that wants to and that just makes me so frustrated.when does it stop?Seriously?
Love you too,
Julesxox