Funny I came back here for the first time in a LOooong Time and there was your post. Not here much at all... rarely post. Got rid of the addict BF and got a dog... spend a LOT of time dog training. Lot of time working. Lot of time helping out my Mom cuz Dad was diagnosed with Alzheimers. Sworn off relationships and my life has been really very very VERY good with that decision.
Even so, you crossed my mind from time to time and I was hoping you found a path and were happy in some way on tht path.
Just know I think of you from time to time and wish you the best.