Originally Posted by
hairgirl 
We all have a time where we have to stand up and face our fears because our disease has beaten us.You are at a point where you can no longer make decisions for yourself, go get help before it's too late.
I totally agree with you. I no longer can control myself
The worst thing is, sometimes, I don't even freakin' care if I die or not. I'm 25, weigh 85 lbs, & am missing a lot of teeth.
So it's hard to take care of myself, when I don't care about myself at ALL. I hate myself so much I'm so serious. Especially because I stole from my mom. I don't deserve to get help... I feel like sometimes.