Thank you Bernadette, sometimes I wonder why I do things, I run round after all 'my' kids (Joe feels like one of mine now, but I'm still very concious that he isn't) I go to most of their school events work permitting, I play soccer with them, I take photos, I play rugby, I put maggots on their fishing hooks, yuk, I help them with homework, I wear myself out because for whatever reason their dads wont or cant (my kids dad lives miles away and works nights, but gets to things when he can and has them overnight every weekend) and I want them to have real childhoods, fun, experiences and most of all good memories. I do love all 3 kids, but it's bloody hard work sometimes, thanks for reminding me that it's worth it, and not just for me, for the lads too.