Sorry,being an Englander I am not familiar with American slang....is hopped up getting high on pot or drunk or both?Anyhow,in answer,yes I do miss getting drunk right now to be perfectly honest,I would be a liar to state otherwise.But I know it would be too many steps backwards now to go back on the booze and I am not considering all the negative implications and impact on life,health,relationships and mental health(not to mention pocket) when all I can think about is getting drunk again.Its like I always did before,I mentally block out all the negatives in my mind,just consider the first 2 hours of being drunk as a good thing and not the rest of the ******** i.e hangover,anxiety next day,dehydration,impact on body,tiredness,increased depression,guilt,shame,feeling nasuseous etc etc etc.Then I have to think,is it really worth it all,do I really miss all that that comes with it?