I don't miss it and never will. I wasted so much time and so many opportunities. I hurt a lot of family and friends and decieved most people that know me. I feel great right now and never want to feel like the selfish loser I became. I love being sober and hope that I can set a great example for others. I am not perfect but I am a completely different person now and will never go back to my old ways of the lying, decietful alcoholic a!@hole I allowed myself to become. Now if I could only spell, that would be great.