Here is the update. She did see the ex today. They went to a meeting together. He has been clean for a month. Megan is just really confused right now and being torn in two different directions. She says she is serious about not using, working her job, starting another IOP session this week, doing meetings, paying off her debts and living here. I told her it is her life and her decisions. She needs to do what feels right for her. So many emotions are crowding her head, emotions that she used to numb and now has to deal with. I see the struggle and I have compassion for it. She IS clean and she did apologize for yesterday. So for now I am not doing anything to cause a crisis. I want my peace and serenity. I really do think that she wants to stay clean. So I will take it one day at a time. Decisions made in the heat of the moment have never worked before. Hugs, Marle