I stopped drinking for about six months and thought I could handle just having one or two drinks. It started at a neighbor's barbecue. I had one glass of wine. OK, that's it. A few days later I was in a restaurant and had a glass of wine with dinner. Within two weeks I was back drinking just as much as I had before I quit. So much for MM. It took a few more months of that before I got disgusted and had to quit all over again. Now I have been alcohol free for thirteen months and I know I can't ever even have one glass. I've had enough!