Welcome Corn.
Being a Packer Fan I can understand the Favrefest comment.
I can only tell you what worked for me.. AA .. I didn't have the power to stay sober alone, AA's 12 steps got me to a power that could. I know a few people that could not buy into the whole AA Higher Power thing, and it took one of them sticking a gun in his mouth to find the strength to have an open mind about the possibility of a higher power, and 29 years later he lives happy joyous and free in AA.
I hope you find something that works for you.