Originally Posted by
Abundance 
I don't know if it is a good idea to keep posting here because I am so raw in how I am feeling..... and I feel that it's just going to hurt my guy - and I don't want to hurt him.
When we're raw we're finally honest with ourselves. I hadn't found this website yet when I was going through all the raw emotions. If I had, it would have been ugly and probably scared everyone.
If he comes here looking to see your honesty that is his choice. If he doesn't want that he won't look. Worry about you because he sure isn't.