Welcome!
I can relate to your getting stuck in the amends process. I can feel myself feeling that way a bit too right now. I spoke to my sponsor about it and we're amping up the goals for each week. (I'm a need a deadline or get in trouble kind of person). I have done the ones which I sorta knew would go well, and give me some kind of satisfaction in the doing, the ones that would take a ton of humility and I possibly won't feel any better after they are done are left...pretty selfish huh? So, to me, it's normal that my and possibly your behavior would start to become more selfish right?
So this is what I'm doing and maybe it will help you too..get back on your knees and start praying again. And I think Tommy had a great idea too.bout taking it to a group.
Keep posting..that'll help too!
Karen