Oh SL - I am sooooooo sorry that today was such a horrible bust. You have gone through so much and you keep on keeping on. You are an awesome and terrific woman and we are all going to love you through this. You've caught every bad break along the way but it's not YOU! Repeat after me - it's not you!!!!!! Your spouse got caught up in a horrible addiction with the devil's drug and it has infiltrated your life in so many tough ways. I hate it for you and for your sweet sons. I wish that there was something I could say or do that would help - just remember that you are loved.
My laptop is screwed up and hopefully will be working again by tomorrow. Need to close before it shuts down on me and I lose this message.
Just know that I am thinking of you and sending love and prayers.