Hey
thanks for the input. I recognize my way of thinking is messed up. Im just frustrated. Why cant i be like everyone else and just have fun without making it a mess!! I have not been able to stop drinking for a month....i get so depressed on the weekend if i dont go out--since thats what my friends do ---so i end up going out. Its ridiculous. I stayed home last night instead of going out---laid on the sofa and then went to bed. I dont want to spend every weekend like this--i just have to figure out what the alternative is. My friend became angry with me when i said i was not meeting her (at a bar). She doesnt understand that i cant help having more than one drink...if im going to drink at all!!!!! (can you tell i need to vent here!)
