ananda...of course it is ok, post away!!!
I am a big believer in do what works for you, there are many paths to sobriety as is evident right here at SR.
I agree with what Dee said in regards to God having better things to deal with. In my line of work I see families being torn apart by sickness and death...the pain is palpable. I prefer to think that God will tend to the most immediate or dire situation before he helps me do something that he gave me the capability to do by myself.
Free will is an amazing gift especially when used. I give thanks for it everyday!