Step #8 annd #9 is not about you, it never was.
No, you can force people to make amends either.
As long as you can get away with not make amends, you won't.
It's not any different then when you where using. As long as you can
get away with using, you will.
You went through hell and high waters and way, way out of your way to get high.
Now that you're clean, you lack power or willingness ? How dose that work ?
It's not about you anymore ...that's all.
It's not that complicated nor dramatic.
As miserable as I might feel about everything. I can't put my mother through all
of the heartaches and chaos once more. It nearly killed her the last time.
I make my amends to her daily and it's not easy.