be a man, step up and tell, otherwise ur month sobriety have been a waste,
maybe is clubbing not a proper activity for someone in recovery. I don't say u have to pray and be serene all day. But c'mon dude, there's a whole world of fun out there, go fishing, go to an themepark, go to the movies, go mountainbiking and brake a leg, go mud-wrestling, go camping, etc. etc. Just as long it does not involve getting intoxicated and loosing ur sense of responsibility.
don't compare yourself with other users, they all say it's okay untill they try to quit themselves and find out they can't,