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Old 07-02-2008, 07:30 PM
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Aysha
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Yea..no kidding..Open to comments and thinking about them seriously is something I wasnt having last year.
So thats good. And I believe you evan.
Because that was me last year. Except..I would have cussed out..threatened..made up every excuse you could think of...Fought every word tooth and nail until people were like ..Well then F you then..we are here when your ready.
I swear..thats what I was like.
I cant help but laugh at mytself now. I was a real azzhole.
I was the exception. Yea ok.
So I am very glad you are taking it seriously. And you are thinking about what is being said to you.
That is a big step in the right direction.
Because when we as addicts stop thinking for ourselves all the time.
And listen a little to others POV. Advice. ESH..whatver they are trying to tell us to better ourselves.
Then we can finally start to get out of our own way and start to do something about it that is stable.
I dont know what I am really trying to say.
Bottom line...Be honest. Your only foolin yourself otherwise.
Please be more careful. I do care.
Glad you did come clean.
And very happy to see your open to what others have to say.
I in no way doubt you.
I have nothing but faith in you.
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