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Old 06-29-2008, 07:25 AM
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least
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It's been a month and the anxiety is just getting worse. I wake up most mornings in a complete panic and feeling so sick to my stomach. feel too hot then too cold. Want to go back to sleep but can't relax long enough to do that. Just feeling completely out of control and helpless.

I've relapsed several times since starting this thread, but am now on day eight being sober. The physical withdrawal is over but the mental problems are getting worse. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I'm afraid to do anything and afraid to NOT do anything. I'm trapped and feel horrible.
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