Welcome back DII and Ayers!!
Sorry to hear things have taken a step backward DII, and not for the first time either?? So to reinstate what others have said, how much more of your energy are you going to put into this dance /merry-go-round??
SR will be here forever and a day for you to call back each time something goes wrong, but all the support offered here can do no good for you in the long run if you still participate in the madness with a person who cannot commit to her recovery.
How many times will she and you need to relapse before you want out of the cycle of abuse? - She abusing herself with alcohol, and you abusing yourself by giving in to your codie ways? It takes a great amount of inner strength and commitment to break the pattern of abuse we do onto ourselves, to take a step back and say, no matter how hard and difficult it gets, I will not take myself back down that path. Sounds asif she is not ready to do that, are you??
I wish you serenity
Lily xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
