Dee, I just wanted to give you much love and thank you for sharing. It does suck being in our 40's (I thought you were still in your 30's LOL) I'll be 42 in a couple of weeks. Yuk.
You have always been a inspiration to me since i first met you. You and a bunch of others on here are the ones that gave me inspiration to get and try to stay sober. Now I'm almost 5 months. We are all miracles.
Keep your chin up and keep flirting with the girls and just stay in the day. As my sponser always tells me (Which I hate most of the time) "Life on life's terms"
Much love,
Barb