I agree everyone on SR rocks!!
Ok so I CANNOT stop thinking about him. Thats all that I have been thinking about in the last few days. Jeez I've really not even thought about xabf.
My mind is trying to make sense of all this and it's so hard. I am getting so hung up on how different he looks. He doesn't look anything like the 11 year old I once knew. Its somewhat weird and odd to me. I'm trying to wrap my brain around the fact that this is the same child.
I guess it doesn't help that his voice has changed as well. I hope once we get to possibly spend time together I will be able to find the child I once knew. Does this make any sense?
It was the most surreal thing listening to this child talk about us and the life and memories we once shared but it's like it was some stranger saying all this because he has changed physically sooooo much.
Maybe I'm dealing with some trauma here as well. This all is so hard and painful for me.