How do I do this?
I've had a few posts in the last week or so. My SO is still in a medically induced coma after a week. I spoke to his brother earlier - he called me. And he said he believes the doctors are preparing him for the worst and he has been named next of kin. OMG -- I don't want him to die. I just wanted him to stop drinking. I am feeling numb and totally not believing that he did this to himself and the people who love him. No matter how angry I got at him and how much I detached myself, I never thought it would end like this. I can't help but care. He was a big part of my life and we spent 5 good years together before he started drinking again.
I have not been to the hospital. I cannot watch someone else die.....(I was at the hospital for 10 days with dad before he died 3 months ago).
Prayers please
Doreen