i have an update!!!!!!!!!! My AH came to me out of the blue and hugged me and said, i dont want my brain to turn to mush and i dont want to become an empty shell and i dont wanna lose you~ so hes going to start aa soon.
totally blew my mind, so im happy about that and i will keep posting with updates! hopefully this is what he really means! he even turned down going to the bar last night! im so proud :praying