Originally Posted by
strongerwoman 
Why cant we be worth it?
Reality sucks. I am so scared and alone.
You can't be worth it cause an alcoholic protects his drink like a momma bear protecting her cub, and he will do anything to preserve it. Alcohol comes first to an alcoholic, and until he gets help (when HE is ready), you will never come first.
Sorry to be so blunt, but consider that he did you a favor. You deserve so much more. If you keep reading and posting, trust me, you'll realize the strength you have and you won't be scared and alone for long!