I know exactly what your saying,
I too am so dammed tired of it.
It is exhausting, a mental mind twist, and If you don't let go, just a little,,, it will drive you over the brink...
That's where the focusing on your self comes in, It sounds selfish, but do you deserve to live a second hand life... NO>>>>> you don't , you deserve for all your hopes and dreams and NEEDS to be met. Just aS he does and every living human being
Please read my post.. SOMETHING TO SHARE..
It really changed my life.
Although I'm still crazy...I do have moments of clarity......
I live with the sober one week, drunk the next. Life
The marriage is over the marriage is great.
We are the CHRISTIANS ONE DAY
and the socail out casts the next.
DENIAL....is a place in our minds , a wonderful retreat.
But the real world always catches up with us.
How are YOU.....DOING...?
WHAT DO YOU WANT TODAY...
WHAT ARE YOUR NEEDS TODAY...?
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH...?
WHAT MAKES YOU...HAPPY...?
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO TODAY...
YOU.........
AS A MOTHER, TAKE CARE OF YOU FIRST, SO YOU'LL BE ABLE TO CARE FOR OTHERS.
IF MA MA AIN'T HAPPY, AIN'T NOBODY HAPPY.
REGARDS SALLY
EMAIL ME ANY TIME
Take baby steps
one day at a time
Go girl