Holly,
Wow! You must feel better having gotten that off your chest. At least I hope you feel better, because with no offense intended, now it's time to get serious!
Holly, I know, just like anyone here, what you are going through. I am the daughter, sister, wife and sister-in-law to several alcoholics. There are at least 5 of my 8 brothers-in-law that I wuold consider to be alcoholics, not to mention my own father, my brothers (2), and my own husband!
BUT YOU CAN'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY! You didn't CAUSE this to happen, and neither did his family. All you can do is focus on your own actions and reactions.
((( HOLLY )))
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**Dannygirl**
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