So Mad
HELLO EVERYONE. I JUST WANTED TO COME IN HERE AND VENT. I NEED SOME ENCOURAGING WORDS TODAY. I HAVE BEEN SEPERATED FROM MY ADH SINCE OCTOBER OF LAST YEAR. WELL SINCE THEN HE HAS JUST WENT DOWN HILL. ABOUT A MONTH AGO I FINALLY GOT THE MONEY TO FILE FOR DIVORCE. YESTERDAY WE WENT FOR OUR TEMP HEARING FOR CHILD SUPPORT AND VISITATION. WELL THE JUDGE ORDERED HIM ONLY 4 HOURS SUPERVISED VISITATION THREW CASA. AND WHEN HE CAN PASS A DRUG TEST THEN HE CAN MORE. (EVERY OTHER WEEKEND WITH HIS MOM PRESENT)WELL HE IS HATING ME AND IS BLAMING ME FOR ALL THIS. HE IS CALLING ME COLD HEARTED AND THAT I DID NOT HAVE TO TELL THEM ABOUT HIS DRUG USE OR ANYTHING. HE ALSO HAD A WRECK ABOUT A WEEK AGO AND TOTALED OUT HIS TRUCK. THEY TOOK HIM TO JAIL BECAUSE HE ADMITTED TO DRUGS IN HIS SYSTEM. THAT WAS KINDA THE LAST STRAW FOR ME. HE JUST DOES NOT UNDERSTAND. I HATE THIS AND I HATE HIM BLAMING ME BECAUSE HE CANT SEE HER. I TOLD HIM TO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND CALL MY LAWYER IF HE NEEDS TO ARUGUE ABOUT THIS. WHAT DO I DO FROM HERE??????:wtf2