Myheartmylove,
I have to say regardless if right now all you think about is him I do need to say one thing that you are one step closer to getting out of this situation.
You recongize what he is doing is abusive, evil, you also mentioned that this is more than him being an addict.
Not all addicts phsyically abuse their loved one.. this man is more than that and I know you know that more than anything your child wont be in a safe enviroment with him around.
There are hotlines, shelters that you could go to, there are people who understand who could talk and support you.
Please consider it!
Also know what EVERYONE posts comes from their heart, experience and concern. Please feel free to share.
Hugs,
Jewelz